Today is a pretty sad day for me. Ya, juz had NAFA. You can tell @ once i din pass. i dun understand why muz i have dat stupid pain? i'm ready so slow & i can't exactly run wif the pain so i was lyk half walking half jogging. N i thought the pain i had in the 1st run was very acute, nearly thougth i had appendix. Rite, silly me... After dat it wasn't dat acute but it was still there. Felt lyk vomiting twice, sometimes it's juz too much n i nearly cried... Worst of all the sun wasn't even helping us... I really really wanted to run. Who would be such as fool as not to run if he could? I din't ask for much coz i knew it would be dreaming, i juz wanted to pass. I mean the thought of re-runnning makes me sick. If im gonna have this pain again i really dun hv confidence.... I hope things will turn out better. ;..
I'll jia you de! ;)

alone at 3:53 AM

(will my wish come true...)

Great! There is no school tmr!!! ;P i'm juz sleep lyk a pig tmr...haha. Anw, the NAFA 2.4 is on this friday. Oh no, i so terrible @ that. I really dun wanna fail, but it's lyk i ain't got much hope. Not only am i scared of the run, i'm oso fearful of the 5 stations so i'm practically scared of NAFA. Rite, fei hua. N its not only bout failing it could be quite embarrasing too. People would lest think my standing board jump was the worst(or maybe inclined pull up) juz becoz i'm tall. Heyy! That's so unfair, it's not lyk i dun wan to, it's dat i can't or maybe lyk wad my sis said, i'm not bold enough... Others won't understand how it feels. Ohh nvm, let them laugh if they want to, wad else can i do? Besides, the more i think of it, the worst i get. So i figure out it's no point making myself so upset coz of NAFA or i'll be so ;( till JC. But there's one thing for sure i'll try my best. It's lyk even if i fail oso muz fail graciously mah... Sigh..:( : :)

alone at 2:13 AM

Phew! I escaped 'death'! haha.... Right, it is a pretty lucky day. Firstly, i have finish both project works! hooray! =) But somehow i was lyk quite tired & sian lor, lyk wad yanru said lost sense of humor. True, thx so much 2 projects. Lol... Anw, i'm alot better now, or i won't be blogging. Have u ever yearn for something almost quite unlikely to get, and when you are about to give up, it suddenly appears beside u? Hmm.... well, i din't yearn for anything too badly, but i was like hope to hear the song the whole day den it was suddenly playing on the radio. I felt really good den! It's not dat i'm so easily contented, but it's lyk finally something was going right for me...

Anw, term 3 is really such a busy term. I mean there are so many things going on and i wonder how long i can survive.( sry, i'm lyk dat quite pessimistic but i'm working hard to be an optimist;D) There are the NAFA (most hated one, coz i sux @ it), AND carnival, exams & so on...wow, wad a load. I wonder how to keep on dat smile=) even when u are busy & worn out. I really wanna learn how to do so, really.....

alone at 12:22 AM

Finally i revived my blog! Today is such a lousy day. I feel lyk sreaming it all out!!! PLEASE! save me... i'm so dead. I 'm rushing through 2 projects. Both deadline tmr. N dere are so many problems. How am i ever gonna finish in time??? save me....sobs*sobs*

alone at 3:31 AM